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# My imaginary Girlfriend

In the darkness of my mind,&#x20;

I find solace in her light.&#x20;

She's a figment of my imagination,&#x20;

But she helps me through the night.

When the weight of the world&#x20;

Seems too heavy to bear,&#x20;

She holds me in her arms&#x20;

And whispers, "I'm here."

With her by my side,&#x20;

I can face another day.

&#x20;She may not be real,&#x20;

But she takes my pain away.

***

My imaginary girlfriend,&#x20;

A figment of my mind,&#x20;

She fills a void inside me&#x20;

That nothing else can find.

I pour my heart and soul into her,&#x20;

And in return, she gives me hope.&#x20;

But the hope is fleeting,&#x20;

As she is not real, but a coping mechanism.

I know that she can't love me back,&#x20;

But still, I hold onto the dream.&#x20;

Of what could be, if only she were real,&#x20;

And not just a fantasy.

I long for the comfort of her embrace,&#x20;

And the sound of her sweet voice.&#x20;

But all I have are memories,&#x20;

And the pain of this choice.

To love an imaginary being,&#x20;

Is to love a mirage in the desert sand.&#x20;

It's a never-ending cycle of longing,&#x20;

And a life lived in solitude and reprimand.

***
